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Monday, 10 December 2018

Chronicle - routine and ashtalakshmi hymns

Chronicle, Ashtalakshmi URL's
Friday Dec 7, 2018: Slender Drafts was finally done around 3 PM I suppose. My God even draft posting is taking time.

Dec. 7-8 night: working on computer - internet something exactly what don't remember .. went to sleep around 4 AM perhaps but was woken up by the sound of water slightly dripping from a partially remained opened faucet .. so woke up 6:05 and went to sleep again after switching on the water motor and letting the lights stay open .. woke up incidentally at 6 55 AM and then shut the motor and went to sleep again .. disturbed sleep .. got out of bed 10 00 AM around ..  


Sat. 8th Dec.: mostly listening to ashtalakshmi hymns .. I like this one especially: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0VNJ6KT2XY . The same is also embedded below.

[embed the above also in BSF chronicle]

.. don't feel good .. feel weak .. went to sleep around evening for perhaps 2 hours while ashtalakshmi hymns were playing on machine .. went to Saturday Market at 10 05 PM. returned around 11 perhaps. .. feeling sleepy .. going to sleep at 11 PM perhaps after drinking milk.


I don't want to start taking breakfast when bowels have not been emptied . and this causes skipping meals and then there is a chakra, a cycle ..


..

About Ashtalaxmi Devis:
Some stuff is being copied pasted here sans permission. It's verbatim. Url's of pages from where this has been taken are being given:-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQdevJWMybE

First
Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Aadi-Lakshmi  (The primal mother goddess)


Aadi-Lakshmi or "Primeval Lakshmi" a.k.a. Maha-Lakshmi or "The Great Lakshmi," as the name suggests, is a primeval form of Goddess Lakshmi, regarded as the daughter of sage Bhrigu and wife of Lord Vishnu or Narayana. Aadi-Lakshmi is often depicted as the consort of Narayana living with him at his home in Vaikuntha, or sometimes seen as sitting in his lap, and her serving of Lord Narayana is symbolic of her serving the entire universe. She is portrayed as four-armed, holding a lotus and a white flag in her two hands, while the other two are in Abhaya Mudra and Varada Mudra. Variously known as Ramaa or the bestower of happiness, and Indira, holding close to her heart the lotus, a symbol of purity, Aadi-Lakshmi is the first of the eight forms of Lakshmi called the Ashta-Lakshmi.


|| Om Shreem Adi Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 


Sumanasa Vandhitha Sundari Madhavi

Chandra Sahodhari Hemamaye
Munigana Manditha Moksha Pradhayini
Manjula Bhashini Veda Nuthe
Pankaja Vasini Deva Supoojitha
Sadguna Varshani Santhiyuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini 
Adhilakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
  
Victory and victory to Adhi lakshmi
Oh, darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who is worshipped by all good people,
Who is pretty and sister of the moon,,
Who looks as if she is made of gold,
Who is saluted by all groups of sages,
Who grants salvation,
Who talks sweet words,
Who is praised by Vedas,
Who lives on the Lotus flower,
Who is worshipped by all devas,
Who showers good qualities on people,
And who is the personification of peace,
Please protect me always.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ye7r0xjenMI

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Dhanya-Lakshmi (Food – one who eliminates hunger)


The second of the eight forms of Goddess Lakshmi or Ashta-Lakshmi is named after "Dhanya" or food grains - full of natural nutrients and minerals required for a healthy body and mind. On one hand, Dhanya-Lakshmi is the giver of agricultural wealth and, on the other, the all-important nourishment for human beings. With her divine grace, one can be ensure abundance of foods - all year round. Dhanya-Lakshmi is shown as having eight hands adorning green garments, and carrying two lotuses, a mace, a sheaf of paddy, sugarcane, and bananas, while the other two hands are in Abhaya Mudra and Varada Mudra.



|| Om Shreem Dhanya Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 


Ayi Kali Kalmasha Nashini Kamini

Vaidhika Roopini Veda Maye
Ksheera Samudh Bhava Mangala Roopini
Mantra Nivasini Mantra Nuthe
Mangala Dhayini Ambuja Vasini
Dheva Ganarshrita Pada Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Dhaanya Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
  

Victory and victory to Danyalakshmi

Oh darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who destroys bad effects of kali yuga,
Who is most desirable god,
Who is personification of Vedas,
Who is pervaded by the Vedas,
Who arose out of milk,
Who is the form of all that is good,
Who lives in the sacred chants,
Who lives on the lotus flower,
And whose feet is worshiped by devas,
Please protect me always


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwIW-JiT0Jg

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Veera/Dhairya Lakshmi  (Courage and Strength)


As the names suggests (Veera = valor or courage), this form of Goddess Lakshmi is the bestower of courage and strength, and power. Veera-Lakshmi is worshiped to gain valor and strength to overpower formidable adversaries in war or simply overcome the difficulties of life, and lead a life of stability. She is depicted as eight-armed, wearing red garments, and carrying a discus, a conch, a bow, an arrow, a trident or sword, a gold bar or sometimes a book; the other two hands are in abhaya and varada mudra.


|| Om Shreem Dhairya Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 


Jaya Vara Varnani Vaishnavi Bhargavi 

Mantra Swaroopini Mantra Maye
Suragana Poojitha Sheegra Phala Pradha
Jnana Vikasini Sasthra Nuthe
Bhava Bhaya Harini Papa Vimochini
Sadu Janarshrita Pada Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Dhairya Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam  
  
Victory and victory to  Dairyalakshmi
Oh,  darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who is described by victorious and blessed,
Who is the shakthi which came out of Vishnu,
Who is the daughter of sage Bhargava,
Whose form is that of sacred chants,
Who is pervaded by  sacred chants,
Who is worshipped by all devas,
Who gives results fast,
Who improves knowledge,
Who is worshipped by shastras,
Who destroys  fear ,
Who gives redemption from sins,
And whose feet is worshipped by holy people,
Who lives on the lotus flower,
Please protect me always


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsbQdfy_dS0

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Gaja Lakshmi (Power and Strength)


Gaja-Lakshmi or "Elephant Lakshmi," who was born out of the churning of the ocean - the fabled Samudra Manthan of Hindu mythology, is the daughter of the ocean. Myths have it that Gaja-Lakshmi helped Lord Indra regain his lost wealth from the depth of the ocean. This form of Goddess Lakshmi is the bestower and protector of wealth, prosperity, grace, abundance and royalty. Gaja-Lakshmi is depicted as a beautiful goddess flanked by two elephants bathing her with water pots as she sits on a lotus four-armed, wearing red garments, and holding two lotuses, the other two arms being in abhaya and varada mudra.


|| Om Shreem Gaja Lakshmi Namo Namaha ||        


Jaya Jaya Durgati Nashini Kamini

Sarva Phala Pradha Sasthra Maye
Ratha Gaja Thuraga Padathi Sama Vrutha
Parijana Manditha Loka Nuthe
Harihara Brahma Supoojitha Sevitha
Taapa Nivaarini Pada Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Gaja Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
   
Victory and victory to  Gajalakshmi
Oh  darling of the killer of Madhu,
Victory and victory to you ,
Who removes  bad fate,
Who is desirable God,
Who is the personification of shastras,
Which bless one with all that is asked,
Who is surrounded by an army of elephants,
Chariots, horses and cavalry,
Who is worshipped and served by,
Shiva, Vishnu and Brahma,
And whose feet provides relief from suffering,
Please protect me always


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkcZfsQi4Uw

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Santhana Lakshmi  (Children or Progeny)


This form of Lakshmi as the name suggests (Santāna = offspings) is the Goddess of progeny, the treasure of the family life. Worshipers of Santana Lakshmi are bestowed with the wealth of good children possessing with good health and a long life. This form of Goddess Lakshmi is depicted as six-armed, holding two pitchers, a sword, and a shield; the other two hands are engaged in abhaya mudra and most importantly, for holding a child on her lap; the child is seen holding a lotus.


|| Om Shreem Santhana Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 


Ayi Khaga Vaahini Mohini Chakrini

Raaga Vivardhini Jnana Maye
Guna Gana Vaaridhi Loka Hithaishini
Swara Saptha Bhooshitha Gana Nuthe
Sakala Surasura Dheva Muneeshwara
Manava Vandhitha Pada Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Santhaana Lakshmi Palaya Maam
  
Victory and victory to  Santhanalakshmi
Oh, darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who rides on the bird,
Who is an enchantress,
Who is the consort of he who holds the chakra,
Who  pacifies emotions,
Who is pervaded by knowledge,
Who is ocean of good qualities,
Who has her mind in the good of all the world,
Who is worshipped by the music of seven swaras,
And who is worshipped by all devas, asuras,
Sages and all humans,
Please protect me always.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7PwhdXjzKc

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Vijaya Lakshmi (Victory)


Vijaya means victory. So, this form of Goddess Lakshmi symbolizes victory in all aspects of life - not just in war but also in life's struggles and our little battles. Vijaya-Lakshmi is worshipped to ensure all-round victory in every aspect of life. Also known as 'Jaya' Lakshmi, she is shown as having eight arms sitting on a lotus and carrying a discus, a conch, a sword, a shield, a noose, and a lotus, other two hands being in abhaya and varada mudra.


|| Om Shreem Vijaya Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 


Jaya Kamalasani Sadgati Dayini

Gyana Vikasini Ganamaye
Anudina Marchitha Kumkuma Dhusara
Bhushitha Vaasita Vadhya Nuthe
Kanakadhara Stuthi Vaibhava Vanditha
Shankara Deshika Manya Pade
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Vijaya Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
  
Victory and victory to  Vijayalakshmi
The darling of the killer of Madhu,
Victory to she who sits on the lotus,
Who blesses us with salvation,
Who spreads our knowledge,
Who is pervaded with music,
Who is  coated with the saffron powder,
Which is daily used to worship her,
Who is worshipped by playing of  musical instruments,
And who was pleased by the prayer,
Of the golden rain  by the great Sankara,
Please protect me always


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-nhWbwNdOyI

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Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Vidya Lakshmi ( Wisdom and Knowledge)


Vidya means knowledge as well as education, not just degrees or diplomas from the university, but real all-round education. So, this form of Goddess Lakshmi is the giver of knowledge of the arts and sciences. Like the Goddess of knowledge Saraswati  Vidya Lakshmi is depicted as sitting on the lotus, four-armed, wearing a white sari, and carrying two lotuses on both hands, other two hands being in abhaya and varada mudra.


|| Om Shreem Vidya Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 

  
Pranaatha Sureshwari Bharathi Bhargavi
Shoka Vinashini Rathna Maye
Mani Maya Bhushitha Karna Vibhushana
Santhi Samavrutha Hasya Mukhe
Nava Nidhi Dhayini Kalimala Harini
Kamitha Phala Pradha Hastha Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Vidya Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
  
Victory and victory to  Vidhyalakshmi
Oh,  darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who is the pleased goddess of devas,
Who is he goddess of Bharatha,
Who is the daughter of sage Bhargava,
Who removes all sorrows,
Who is fully  ornamented by precious stones,
Who wears several gem studded ornaments,
Whose ear is decorated,
Who is the abode of peace,
Who has a smiling face,
Who blesses us with nine types of wealth,
Who steals away bad effects of kali,
And whose hands blesses us,
For fulfillment of our wish,
Please protect me always


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6Us92_WniE

Eighth
Ashta Lakshmi are a group of eight goddesses, who preside over eight sources of wealth and thus represent the powers of Lakshmi. Thus, the ‘Ashta Lakshmi’ are considered secondary manifestations of the Goddess Lakshmi. 'Wealth' does not mean just money, in the context of Ashta-Lakshmi it means prosperity, good health, knowledge, strength, progeny, and power.

Dhana Lakshmi (One Who Showers Wealth)


Dhana means wealth in the form of money or gold; at an intangible level it may even mean inner strength, will power, talent, virtues and character. So, Dhana-Lakshmi represents this aspect of the human world, and with her divine grace, we can get an abundance of wealth and prosperity. This form of Goddess Lakshmi is portrayed as six-armed, wearing a red sari, and holding in her five hands a discus, a conch, the holy pitcher, bow and arrow, and a lotus while the sixth arm is in Abhaya Mudra with gold coins rolling from her palm.


|| Om Shreem Dhana Lakshmi Namo Namaha || 

  
Dhimi-dhimi Dhin-dhimi Dhin-dhimi Dhin-dhimi
Dundhubhi Nada Supoorna Maye
Ghuma-ghuma Ghun-ghuma Ghun-ghuma Ghun-ghuma
Sankha Ninadha Suvadhya Nuthe
Veda Puranethihasa Supoojitha 
Vaidhika Marga Pradarsha Yuthe
Jaya Jaya Hey Madhusoodhana Kamini
Dhana Lakshmi Jaya Palaya Maam
  
Victory and victory to  Danalakshmi
Hey, darling of the killer of Madhu,
Who is fully complete with ,
Dimidimi sounds of the drum,
And the majestic sound of  conch,
Gumguma, ghummkuma , gunguma,
Who is worshiped by Vedas and puranas,
And who shows the path of religious discipline,
Please protect me always

[Above goes in BSF Chronicles.]
[Ashtalaxmi stuff can also go in Sandeep Vij fb, blogger, wordpress blogs.]

Friday, 7 December 2018

Chronicle - baby bird, downloading devotional videos, idea grip on gods goddesses

Chronicle Dec 3-4-5-6 2018
Dec. 3: There is a small pigeon (it is growing up - it is a baby) in our balcony from the last week - it has fallen off its perch in the balcony. It has an injury on his beak area, his head area.

.. did not sleep 3rd-4th night .. lotsa time spent on Slender Drafts blogger post ..

.. downloading Maha Lakshmi hymns from internet on 4th Dec. .. went to District Centre JanakPuri Bank SBI around 3 PM. .. contd. downloading Maha Lakshmi hymns from internet on 4th Dec. ..
.. wanted to make a make shift pinjaraa for the chhotaa pigeon - couldn't get twigs, leaves for him because of stupid lack of coordination at home - should have got done as would be apparent later ..

4th-5th night also could not get to sleep - was on computer, on internet
5th morning time - a small pigeon walked inside of our home from the balcony and went up till the rear room walking through corridor - I sensed that all is not alright with him - mother told me that perhaps he can't fly due to some problem - I told her that he has tried - I have seen but he is too little for that and and that he will fly in some days. But he has some injury in his beak head region - but we have not touched the pigeon because otherwise it will be discarded by its fellow pigeons including its own parents (?). The pigeon 'walked' right up to the pooja area in store area via the rear room and parked himself there! I tried to gently nudge him out of the pooja area first and then the room because of electricity etc. and also because, I thought, it would be difficult for us to manage with a pigeon in the house - though many years ago (around 35 years ago) there was a sparrow and we had kept him in a make shift pinjaraa - why the hell did this thought not come to me this time? - at the time of the sparrow my sister was at home (she got married many years ago), my father was alive and the 4 of us I think together were instrumental in that pinjaraa thing. I am in comparison more of a nikamma let's admit. Yeah. A life was lost again - Just see next few lines.
5th december wednesday - went to sleep some time during day - don't remember when - 10 30 AM perhaps - woke up around 5 30 PM and that too because someone came and rang bell.
5th stayed at home thereafter - around 11 00 PM just went down to the park to fetch some twigs and leaves to make a ghonsla for a chhotaa pigeon who has fallen off from the ghonslaa near the overhead water tank in our balcony - made a make shift ghonsla for the pigeon who was nowhere to be see in the balcony and I though that he is hiding behind some saamaan temporarily in the balcony these days - so I made a temporary one in the balcony in such a way that he will see it on his own and then clamber on to it and then go inside of it something.
4th-5th around morning I shaved after about 2 weeks - this is state of life now. I was looking bad last so many days? Of course. .. I decided to not shave off my moustache this time and let the world see the white hair because that is what I am now. Of course all know anyway because I don't shave for days and the white in the moustache and the beard are for all to see anyway. Grey stubble. [writing all this?] [give your photo?]

5th-6th Dec. night tried to sleep around 4 30 AM after watching film on TV (common refrain from many months every now and then) and could have possibly dozed off properly but for miscreant mosquitoes - hardly slept for 2 hours therefore and then had to wake up because morning noises were also coming and I was feeling hungry too (I suspect I have a kind of diabetes now) - then learnt from my mother that the pigeon actually died the day before! - that it was lying on its side in the evening in the balcony - I was sleeping that time and thus I did not come to know about that. I was saddened. I realised that perhaps the chhotaa pigeon had come for sharann (shelter) and that we were .. we were heartless? .. the pigeon had probably sensed danger and actually even earlier (in this last week) he had tried to make forays inside the house but he had been gently cajoled to not venture inside. And yes, these winter nights he had managed in the cold!, till now that is. I don't know why we (myself +) have become like this. Where is our energy? Where is our peoplehood? Where is our humanism? Where is my humanism? I guess that God will take this out on me some time in life. I will not plead. .. No I will not plead. But I hope the small pigeon forgives me, I hope that God will take care of that small spirit. 
.. But then this is what the drugs (attack by organised gang in Indian Medical fraternity in 2007) have done to me. My energy, enthusiasm, "spontaneity", is gone gone gone.
.. "God please take care of that chhotaa pigeon. God please restore my energy levels so that I can again conduct like a normal human being."
We did not realise that the pigeon actually sensed danger and that is why he wanted to be inside the house. There is a vulture nest also closeby actually in this our C2B Janakpuri atop the tree at Gate No. 2. And I have seen vultures around our house every now and then. [vulture or eagle confirm this first you jerk.] Crows of course are commonly seen. I don't like them croaking btw, though their croaks are meant to signal someone's arrival at your door. .. 
.. There was a crow man in Vikas Puri many years ago, a Mr. Khanna (mentioning for no specific reason). He liked crows. He fed them. I went to his house one day for professional reasons many years ago (18?, 17 years?). Immediately for the next few days the croaking of crows in our balcony and around our house increased. The increase in nos. of crows was noticeable. Point is that the crow biradari wanted to know perhaps who has visited their master's house. .. My father also fed crows sometimes. It is known that crows are a kind of link with ancestors. You feed crows you feed your ancestors.
6th morning - downloading the ashtalakshmi videos from Chant Central YouTube. There are 8 forms of Mahalakshmi [write exact words as like in definition if this is not entirely correct] and are known as Ashtalakshmis. They are known as Adi Lakshmi, Dhanya Lakshmi, Dhairya Lakshmi, Gaja Lakshmi, Santaan Lakshmi, Vijay Lakshmi, Vidya Lakshmi, Dhan Lakshmi. ..
.. I have reached Ashtalakshmi because Kushmanda, the Adi Shakti, gave rise to [write the correct technical thing if this is not perfectly correct] gave rise to MahaSaraswati, MahaLakshmi and MahaKali. And it is my desire to sort out for the sake of my own knowledge and also to become as complete as possible (a holistic understanding as much as possible) as a person (we must know our heritage as well as our purpose on earth etc.). Mahalakshmi has eight forms as mentioned above. I might share the videos on f/b profile and then later elsewhere. Already I have started a blog (just about made a blog, not much work done yet) and its link will be made public sometime [make public now if appropriate].

Kushmanda existed before this Universe. She 'brought forth' this Universe just by a smile. I am using the term 'brought forth'. She resides in this our Sun (our Solar System Sun). She guides the Sun to run the Solar System something something. I have also read that our Sun is the centre of the Universe. There is also a connection of our Sun with Vishnu's nabhi (navel). So I need to understand all these. I mean that our Solar System is on the fringes of the Milky Way Galaxy. Our Galaxy is just one amongst many (millions?) in its Constellation and there are so many Constellations (millions?). And our Sun in the Centre of the Universe? Then it must be very complex calculations (3D Geometry) because Solar System is on the fringes of the Galaxy and Galaxy also revolves around the Constellation (right?, wrong?). O Man, O Man. .. So you can joke lightheartedly - 'Blame it on Kushmanda' for giving rise to this Universe. .. Kushmanda is associated or governs the Anahat Chakra - around your Heart dude! Worshipping her can rid you of your health problems, I have read that. All the 9 Devis are associated with Chakras in/about our body. Ok? Fascinating. :-) The last 3 Devis - 7th, 8th, 9th (Kalaratri, Mahagauri, Siddhidatri) - are associated with your Sahastraar Chakra and Pineal Gland o dudette! [confirm this buster (whether it is 2 of these or all 3) - what is that Som Chakra or Bhanu Chakra?, that Nirvana Chakra?, Nirvana Chakra is outside the body?, Agya Chakra itself is outside the body?] I have to understand why they have made this association:-
Kalaratri - Lalaat
Mahagauri - Mastishk
Siddhidatri - Kapaal .
[Write in Hindi Devanagri all above.]
I mean they have differentiated or have categorisations for lalaat, brain and kapaal.
This all started also because there are 9 Devis and 7 Chakras in common knowledge. So it was intriguing.
So that Blog has started off with Navratra Devis and then it will branch out or expand. And slowly slowly all Devi Devtas will be covered and their hymns, shlokas, mantras, chants on internet (audio, video) will be posted along with informative, educative texts. That - - is - - the - - idea - - .

So 6th Dec. daytime was spent in downloading Ashtalakshmi videos. There are other videos apart from Chant Central ones.

I had decided to sleep early on 6th. .. stayed at home throughout .. I think I dozed off around 9 PM while the videos were playing in my machine after downloading was done. [give links of 1 or 2 of those videos in which they sing hymns for all Ashtalakshmis in that same video (not Chant Central).] Mosquitoes are bothering me. I woke up around 11 PM to shut the machine and dozed off again. Mosquitoes are really bothering me. Around 3 45 AM on 7th Dec. I woke up reluctantly to look for mosquito mats - where are they? They are not to be found. . tried to sleep again - sorry no luck. .. woke up again around 5 30 AM and then assured myself that at least I got that 'before 12 midnight' sleep and the 'soon after midnight' sleep also even if it was disturbed because of mosquitoes. .. around 8 AM onwards till about 1 hour+ I am on the Slender Drafts Project Post preparation, edit, posting. .. preparing the Slender Drafts posts also takes time.
[All of the above goes in B-S-F Blog.]

Tuesday, 4 December 2018

chronicle - downloading videos

Daily Chronicle - working on computer downloading videos
2018, 1st Dec. Saturday - did not go to Saturday market, stayed at home only throughout.
Dec. 1st Sat - 2nd Sun night did not sleep at all though had wanted to earlier. 2nd Dec. day time was downloading the Navratra Devi videos and Siddhidatri especially (because it was Sunday and I know now that some weekdays are earmarked for some Devis respectively, and Siddhidatri is for Sundays) - have been wanting to finish the facebook posts on sandyvij on Navratra Devis and also to finally get a comprehensive list or bunch of videos on my machine too on all Navratra Devis - knowing fully well that this Navratra Devis videos and information project will be repeated the coming Navratras around Dec '18 - Jan '19 or the April 2019 Navratras. The Oct. 2018 effort will be fine tuned. This may mean that I shall be preparing and posting 45 posts again - this time they will be better. But the 2018 Oct posts themselves have to be finished such that the last few posts have to be in the same 'way' as the earlier ones and the earlier ones also have to incorporate what was slightly introduced in the later posts (new things - new type of things - come forth as you work on anything) - something like that. So then they will become an equal package towards the start and towards the end so to say. .. Actually information by way of music videos was sought. But then the idea got expanded to incorporate Bhajans too because Bhajans are also sought after by a segment of population. So the Bhajans' Video links might also get mentioned in the Oct 2018 posts already gone.
In the refined set for a later Navratra time they will certainly be there in greater nos - the links to Bhajans' vids. Perhaps then I will be making more than 5 Posts for each Devi.

About these Posts on Navratra Devis: It's going to take quite a bit of explaining to make anyone understand why I am doing this or why I want to do it. But I just wanna do it - that's it - I wanna fill something at least - I mean move forward in life with some base. Base? What base? Again that may may be explained later some time if possible, if feasible, if required. Most of us are at least slightly religious, slightly spiritual. Agreed? :-) I also a have a desire to present to the public information ready (a ready reckoner) to get them initiated and entertain them at the same time. Mujhe acchha lahta hai yah sab [write in Hindi]. I mean I will feel good if people can visit the 45 Posts and get initiated into something - and why not the Navratra Devis and the significance of Navratras, why not this subject.


2nd Dec: I was working continuously on my machine on this Navratra Devis videos' download. I was on YouTube site and looking up videos. I had made up my mind then that I will sleep around 6 PM and wake up early morning next day 3rd Dec. But then this India Belgium Hockey match was there, it was suddenly learnt. In fact, I was actually winding up and then via twitter or wherever else I came to know that India plays Belgium in the World Cup of Hockey 2018 at Bhubaneswar, Odisha in a little while. My goodness o public!, that was not to be missed. So I hit the TV soon after. I was sleepy, was tired, hadn't slept the last night (though was at home only), but stayed put for the match, and then as it turned out, I could not sleep the 2nd-3rd night though I went to bed (was it 2 AM?) and then decided to wind up with reading newspapers that have to be read so that they may be sold off to raddi. So I was up again around .. 4 AM perhaps? There is, yes, a pile of newspapers that I have decided to go through first and only then dispose off. More on this later if required. I realise but that newspaper reading is also an art in the sense that it takes a little bit of jurisprudence, not exactly skill, to figure how much (or till where) of the readable items are to be read and also to decide there and then whether a particular item is to be read at all or not. And as it is, I end up reading quite a bit of the newspaper.

About Videos: Actually it is not every video that I will download or whose link will be given on posts. Posts which mention totka jadu tona (sorcery and dangerous gimmickry) will not be seen at all, videos mentioning upay (solutions or turn arounds or tweaks) will also not be seen at all. From the rest, only those will be seen which seem to carry worthwhile content for a saner, educated, nobler, well meaning audience - because I am one. Vids must carry useful content, should be laden with purpose and information given should be correct and vids should not be like fillers made just because someone had a fancy whim.
Suggestion: Do a youtube search on "Siddhidatri" (example) and see the no. of results that appear. Now put yourself in my position where I am not content with the first 10 or first 25 but want to really sift through the entire presentation. So I go down till the 100th video?, I do yes. And I listen to them. And so therefore it will take time. And this time investment is towards what end? To make posts on facebook profile? To begin with yes. They will also eventually appear on a Blogger which has been made and its url is [give url]. So the entire package of 5 Posts each on my f/b profile already are educative, informative. 

Mon 3rd Dec.: went to sleep at around 6 AM finally and woke up around 5 45 PM. In between there were breakages - some documents were not being found at home and I was woken up for the same. Anyway .. Woke up at 5 45 PM and that too because someone came to the door and asked whether this is 71 C Flat No. and that there is a vehicle blocking this person's car. I told him no buddy you got the wrong address. So I slept for almost 12 hours and was still sleepy - and my back was also paining. My mother tells me that my back pains because I sleep for that long, that I eat, then sleep, then eat, then sleep and this is taking its toll on my health. This is not true but. My diet has actually reduced. She herself has said many times that this habit of mine of taking only one meal a day from the past some years will display its fangs to me in my later years. So there is a contradiction there. .. Actually I used to eat about 8-9-10 rotis chapatis every day till about 11 years ago. That had now been reduced to 2-3 only and is still 3-3 1/2 only. Yes that is bad I admit. I fact I remember that some folks in College (1988 onwards) used to wonder as to why I eat many rotis. I used to actually - I used to eat many rotis - more than 7-8 every meal (though there size was albeit smaller). And now this. .. My mother has complained, and she is right here, that she does not like that daily so many rotis are going waste, though some are utilised for cows, pigeons or birds - whatever. Maids are also given away rotis. So food doesn't go waste that way. Yes, food is not allowed to go waste in our home. .. There is a flip humorous side to it. Sometimes I eat carrots (I am found eating?) that have "shrunk" (!) in thickness (shrunk simply because they have already spent 5 days at home - after purchase), and when my mother finds me devouring these ones then she frowns, and she doesn't like to see me doing that. These carrots, btw, you know, become lifeless so to say, they are frail, weak! You buy carrots and keep them either in fridge or in open for 4-5 days and you will know. ;-)


There is a huge disagreement at my place about why I feel tired and drowsy at all times. She blames it on my 'lifestyle'. I keep telling her - mom please they have done it. 'They' here implies the gang of 2007. Please visit http://www.tinyurl.com/IllegalClinicalTrials . My mom tells me, she retorts back with the refrain that 'they' have done nothing. And this is what hurts me hurts me hurts me a lot. And I feel totally helpless, hapless, and I keep telling her that many people have told me 'it should have been your family which should have sorted out this there and then' - meaning around the time of Nov Dec 2007. And my mother tells me that the people who tell me this are fools. She tells me 'you tell those people first what your lifestyle is'. Ironically, or sadly I come from a family where they are 'believers' in stuff like 'all teachers are angels' (just a random example), stuff like 'all Doctors are angels' something. This is not a fairy world where angels dwell here there everywhere. Now this is stupid, stupid, stupid. And I have suffered this stupidity 'on my face' so to say, or as it were.


3rd Dec. evening - only went out to the urban village around 10 45 PM to fetch bread and milk.


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Indian Hockey: Backpassing unnecessarily is lesser and that is what I had hoped from a long time and they (Men's Team) are slightly better than what they had become till a few years ago. We are World No. 5 currently but we should be better than this. It takes an entire civilisation, so to say (if we talk about the "Indian" way or in the Indian scheme of things) to move forward so that India can be a world beater. This may be explained some time. No. 5 is not bad but we should be better. I want it to be like that - better. .. At other times I wonder why should I bother. Point is not whether I am or I am not a Hockey player. Point is about why should I care about the people of this country and this country anyway - since all I have got is frameups, attacks, deceitful people, conceited behaviour from bastards in all government departments etc.


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The sound of Aazaan from the Mosque (Institutional Area Janakpuri?) is so loud that it reaches our Block also - more than a kilometre away in a straight line (if this is the Janakpuri Institutional Area Mosque). There is also a Mosque around Sitapuri. Sound is coming from there? Sound has been there again actually from the last few days both in morning and evening. It has happened in the past many times. Sound is an irritant, and that does not mean that I am spreading hatred, and that does not mean that oh we are not tolerant. Sound is an irritant, that's it.


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Delhi Police and disturbed individual - they are themselves disturbed. Later on this some time. Brigadier S. Sudarsanan belonged/belongs to the unofficial organised gang of Delhi Police? I don't know yet. More on this later.


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[All of the above goes in B-S-F.]

Sunday, 2 December 2018

Daily Chronicle - TV Shopping, Divine Ideas, Coping With Attack

Chronicle 1st December, TV Shopping.
Nothing to report except that on 30 Nov - 1 Dec 2018 night I was thinking of going to sleep early. I did manage to wind up and lay flat in/on bed at 3 AM but sleep did not come for 1 hour. I had deliberately decided to not eat dinner because it was late and my mother keeps telling me - 'meri ek baat yaad rakhna - raat ko late khaanaa nahin khaate'. I can't keep up with this motherly suggestion. But on this one of those rare occasions I decided to go by what she says. I was not exactly very hungry but only slightly but decided to skip dinner at 2 30 AM. But sleep would not come when I lay flat at 3 AM. I finally got out of bed around 4 15 AM very hungry and took out rice and lentil from Fridge, followed the "protocol" (! ! - I never heat stuff immediately after it has emerged from refrigerator and there is a protocol here with me). As the protocol was taking its time, I heated 4 Brown Bread slices (thankfully Bread was not in the refrigerator) on the tava with Desi Ghee and some honey (Desi Ghee is supposed to help you fall asleep), boiled half litre milk thoroughly (thankfully one milk packet had also been left out of fridge) (I like to boil the milk thoroughly so that it condenses a little, then after it has cooled down slightly but still warm I pour some sugar and then boil it again and it condenses more - I tell myself to drink condensed milk. Has anyone tried yoghurt - curd - made out of condensed milk with little sugar in it? Try it, you will like that condensed dahi! I call it gaarrhe doodh ki dahi), drank it and then finally was eating rice lentil at 5 AM. ..
.. And I was loathing myself at 5 AM - "you are taking dinner at 5 AM - who does that?" and I was also thinking - 'who has put an evil eye (buri nazar) on myself, my family?, who?' Who? Who has taken away your sleep? Who has turned your day into night and night into day?

In fact around 10 30 PM on 30 Nov I was drowsy and perhaps I should have given in - should have gone off to sleep. I actually wanted to dose off earlier but was reminded of the Slender Drafts project and eventually ended up spending about 90 minutes on filling up. So perhaps that's why sleep didn't come easily later? Eventually I went to sleep around 7 AM after doing repeated walks around house. .. woke up around 6 PM perhaps - sleep was disturbed one.


I was contemplating that I will make a Blogspot blog titled 'Exploring Devi' or 'Devi and Beyond' and it will contain 9 long pages each (not posts) with information on all 9 Devis - ones that I have made on my f/b profile (sandyvij) - and then explore further. There is quite a bit to learn. I mean, Kushmanda, eg, is the Adi Shakti herself, and yet she is one amongst nine Devis - the Navratra Goddesses. I need to understand that. From Kushmanda, the fourth Devi, arose or took form the following - MahaSaraswati, MahaLakshmi, MahaKali. I need to understand this.

This means that then I will be exploring about Mahasaraswati, Mahalakshmi (or Mahalaxmi), Mahakali separately and making pages on them too or something similar that comes up on internet, and therefore the name - Devis and beyond. :-) Get it? Once that has been done the pages' url's will contain names of Devis in English (or Latin script), also Hindi (Devanagri) script, and also in other languages that are in the following list:-
English
Hindi (Devanagri)
Chinese or Mandarin
French
German
Spanish
Tamil
Malayalam
Kannada
Russian
Hispanic
Japanese
Korean
Urdu or Arabic or Faarasee (Farsi)
..
URL's wil contain names of Devis in the above languages (and in their associated scripts) just so that the pages get closer to being search engine friendly in many countries (yah nahin bataanaa thaa). Ha ha. The names will be separated by hyphens of course. But so many names will make the url very long. Let it.

.. something random - Mahagauri Devi - she has something to do with grey matter and white matter in your brain? I am not sure of it, so please don't quote me out of context, like 'Boy Slender Frame aisa kah gaya'. ;-) ..

.. But I know that the 8th Navratra Devi is associated with brain, mastishk, is the Devi of Som Chakra, associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland (lalaat, mastishk and kapaal have been differentiated! in 'some' context). 7th Devi Kalaratri governs Sahastraar Chakra and lalaat, is again associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland, 9th Devi Siddhidatri governs Nirvana Chakra, and kapaal, is again associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland (नलिस्थिताम् ..?). This is fascinating, just fascinating! .. And it is the 6th Devi Katyayani that is assoiated with Agya Chakra (your 3rd eye dude, dudette) and Pituitary Gland. Simply fascinating.
[make corrections where required - 'somewhere about sahastraar chakra' is what you mean or 'somewhere about pineal gland' is alright to write?]

1st Dec past midnight into 2nd Dec: I placed an order with this Home Shop 18 website and cancelled it a little while later. Order was for a Calling Tablet with Keyboard, or Keypad. Total cost including shipping was under Rs. 4000. Company giving this away is called Life. I don't know if it's their own Product. I cancelled because I learnt (soon after placing order) that the camera was only 2 MP. And that is not good enough to take pictures and make video films if you have some intent behind those pictures, if you intend to travel and think of yourself as a heavy duty fella. At least the camera should be 8 MP(?), with a good fps too. 8 MP also may not be good enough for some, but I can manage with 8 MP. It is respectable. In fact even if 5MP comes along at low prices - then I will take it. But 2 MP is very less.

Above order was placed because I really have the desire (and I really hope to recover from my vertigo, my loss of body balance problem, the thinking vertigo problem) to travel and embark on the 'Mere Desh Ki Seema Project' :-) to begin with.

They showed a foldable folder with a keyboard on one side and the tablet on the other, and the host showed that it can be accommodated in pocket. I need that. I NEED THAT. But ..  2MP Camera only?. .. no .. no. I had in mind a twice foldable laptop something with picture taking feature. In fact I was not consciously looking out for that on 2nd Dec. when this programme presented ( ;-) ) itself and this programme just happened to appear as I was channel surfing and they were there 'just before I skipped and went further ahead' and showing something which suddenly was very close to what I was thinking a few days (I recalled) and something that I must possess to give fruition to my idea or intent of the Mere Desh Ki Seema Project (subject to heath improvement also of course - God Help Me Please!).


But yes I learnt that what I need may be sufficed by a .. by a? .. by a 'Calling Tablet with Keyboard' Combo (and not necessarily a twice foldable laptop or single foldable notebook with good camera). It comes readymade, that is the compel, or attraction. One can get himself a good quality big cell phone and get himself a small sized keyboard and then connect the two with cable and the entire thing can be accommodated in a leather jacket foldable, but you will have to get that foldable leather jacket custom made. Once you do that the cost will go up slightly because leather jacket tailor(!) or fabricator (shoe smith?, leather smith?) will not make one piece easily. First you will have to cajole him, and even then you will finally get it done with a little extra effort. ..

.. Leather Smith? They exist? I am sure they do. Chalo, let's do a search engine search on "leathersmith Delhi". Are you doing it with your city replacing Delhi?

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Around 3 30 AM many times I am slightly active, my brain is slightly active. I remember that 11 years ago it used to be around 3 30 PM, and it was around this time that my stomach or intestines would infuse me with extraordinary energy (I could actually sense my stomach or intestines buck up or strapping themselves .. something like that) and I would be super active, moving here, moving there - nimble footed always. Kahan gaya woh state? .. In the present time (after this attack of 11 years ago) there is some kind of 'agitated heat' in the body and something that is keeping me tired unnecessarily and my back is tired, my back is heavy, my head is heavy, there is a 'rejection' in the entire body, a 'prevention', a 'stoppage', my body balance is kaput, my reflexes are very bad, bending causes vertigo (and this is not cervical), there is fear and apprehension in thoughts (strange), intellect is affected, decision making is affected, knowledge is affected, memory is affected, muscle memory is destroyed, heart has weakened, nervousness is there, and lots of other stuff. Vestibular problem is there for sure. Pineal Gland and / or pituitary Gland is/are affected for sure.

[confirm the time if required - 3 30 PM or whatever - recall]
[about the pineal glands and how can you be sure - mention the designs in eyes when eyes shut with palms and the difference in them pre-attack and post-attack - and the 'suddenness' in difference - the break break break movement of designs immediately after this attack and the non-intelligent nature or the drabness (in comparison) of these designs post the attack - and that earlier they were supremely fantastic, very intricate, very complex, absolutely precise, smooth movement - breathtaking kaleidoscopic view of designs merging into each other and continuously emerging from the four sides like a breathtaking fountain, .. and that only an eye doctor worth his salt can understand what the bastard vile, scoundrel, rogue, criminal Brigadier S. Sudarsanan of Indian Army has done.]

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Sometimes I think I'll tell my countrymen, 'hey c'mon! let's make a formidable race, a race of honourable people, true Brahmins, viscous and nimble footed people',  a country where there is no crime, where there is honour, there are manners, there is sensibility, there is order, there is completion. the passages are there, scope for pursuit is there. :-)


Reality is much much different. There's ego. hollow ego, shallow people, people who are always framing others in false matters, and .. well, let's leave it here.


Immediately above does not seem to be in tune with the rest of the stuff. Well, ..


[All of the above goes in Boy Slender Frame blog. Separation into categories not required.]

Saturday, 1 December 2018

Daily Chronicle, Navratri Devis Aratis Weekdays.

Daily Chronicle and Navratri Devis Aratis Weekdays
Chronicle 30 Nov 2018: Nothing to report except heightened vertigo and loss of body balance. .. 29-30 night again could not get to sleep .. thinking about what blog to make in complete futility .. went to sleep only around 1 PM, woke up around 5 45 PM .. went to friday mkt around 10 15 PM - mostly with the aim of just getting out of home for some time. Drifting away days, drifting away days. .. God help me!
Complaint was sent (emailed) to Delhi Police around 15th April about their gunda Arun of 1st March 2018 (from Janakpuri Police Station, or somewhere else?). DP has to be reminded about their acknowledgement email that was also sent by them to their Jt. Cmsnr. DP.

.. have been wondering ever since Navratri that in the Arati of each Devi taken from Drik Panchang website, they have mentioned (in the Arati itself) some days of the week for some Devis and some Devis don't have days specified. I wonder why that is. But I'll figure out. :-) It's as follows:-
1st Day Mondays for Shailputri - 1st Devi
2nd Day Tuesdays for not specified
No day specified for Brahmacharini - 2nd Devi
3rd Day Wednesdays for Chandraghanta - 3rd Devi
No day specified for Kushmanda - 4th Devi
No day specified for Skandmata - 5th Devi
4th Day Thursdays for Katyayani - 6th Devi
5th Day Fridays for not specified
No day specified for Kalaratri - 7th Devi
6th Day Saturdays for Mahagauri - 8th Devi
7th Day Sundays for Siddhidatri - 9th Devi

All these Aratis are also on the 5th Post of each Devi that were made during Shaaradiya Navratras of October 2018 on the Facebook Profile of Sandeep Vij by himself the web address of which is http://www.facebook.com/sandyvij . There are total 45 Posts! Mera Navratra aise kataa. It was a self inflicted vrat of a kind! Maine mehnat kar lee! :-) That decision was sudden, impromptu.

[Above goes in BSF.]
[Navratras Devis and Aratis weekdays also goes in Crescendo Coming.]
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