chronicle - downloading videos

Daily Chronicle - working on computer downloading videos

2018, 1st Dec. Saturday - did not go to Saturday market, stayed at home only throughout.
Dec. 1st Sat - 2nd Sun night did not sleep at all though had wanted to earlier. 2nd Dec. day time was downloading the Navratra Devi videos and Siddhidatri especially (because it was Sunday and I know now that some weekdays are earmarked for some Devis respectively, and Siddhidatri is for Sundays) - have been wanting to finish the facebook posts on sandyvij on Navratra Devis and also to finally get a comprehensive list or bunch of videos on my machine too on all Navratra Devis - knowing fully well that this Navratra Devis videos and information project will be repeated the coming Navratras around Dec '18 - Jan '19 or the April 2019 Navratras. The Oct. 2018 effort will be fine tuned. This may mean that I shall be preparing and posting 45 posts again - this time they will be better. But the 2018 Oct posts themselves have to be finished such that the last few posts have to be in the same 'way' as the earlier ones and the earlier ones also have to incorporate what was slightly introduced in the later posts (new things - new type of things - come forth as you work on anything) - something like that. So then they will become an equal package towards the start and towards the end so to say. .. Actually information by way of music videos was sought. But then the idea got expanded to incorporate Bhajans too because Bhajans are also sought after by a segment of population. So the Bhajans' Video links might also get mentioned in the Oct 2018 posts already gone.
In the refined set for a later Navratra time they will certainly be there in greater nos - the links to Bhajans' vids. Perhaps then I will be making more than 5 Posts for each Devi.

About these Posts on Navratra Devis: It's going to take quite a bit of explaining to make anyone understand why I am doing this or why I want to do it. But I just wanna do it - that's it - I wanna fill something at least - I mean move forward in life with some base. Base? What base? Again that may may be explained later some time if possible, if feasible, if required. Most of us are at least slightly religious, slightly spiritual. Agreed? :-) I also a have a desire to present to the public information ready (a ready reckoner) to get them initiated and entertain them at the same time. Mujhe acchha lahta hai yah sab [write in Hindi]. I mean I will feel good if people can visit the 45 Posts and get initiated into something - and why not the Navratra Devis and the significance of Navratras, why not this subject.

2nd Dec: I was working continuously on my machine on this Navratra Devis videos' download. I was on YouTube site and looking up videos. I had made up my mind then that I will sleep around 6 PM and wake up early morning next day 3rd Dec. But then this India Belgium Hockey match was there, it was suddenly learnt. In fact, I was actually winding up and then via twitter or wherever else I came to know that India plays Belgium in the World Cup of Hockey 2018 at Bhubaneswar, Odisha in a little while. My goodness o public!, that was not to be missed. So I hit the TV soon after. I was sleepy, was tired, hadn't slept the last night (though was at home only), but stayed put for the match, and then as it turned out, I could not sleep the 2nd-3rd night though I went to bed (was it 2 AM?) and then decided to wind up with reading newspapers that have to be read so that they may be sold off to raddi. So I was up again around .. 4 AM perhaps? There is, yes, a pile of newspapers that I have decided to go through first and only then dispose off. More on this later if required. I realise but that newspaper reading is also an art in the sense that it takes a little bit of jurisprudence, not exactly skill, to figure how much (or till where) of the readable items are to be read and also to decide there and then whether a particular item is to be read at all or not. And as it is, I end up reading quite a bit of the newspaper.
About Videos: Actually it is not every video that I will download or whose link will be given on posts. Posts which mention totka jadu tona (sorcery and dangerous gimmickry) will not be seen at all, videos mentioning upay (solutions or turn arounds or tweaks) will also not be seen at all. From the rest, only those will be seen which seem to carry worthwhile content for a saner, educated, nobler, well meaning audience - because I am one. Vids must carry useful content, should be laden with purpose and information given should be correct and vids should not be like fillers made just because someone had a fancy whim.
Suggestion: Do a youtube search on "Siddhidatri" (example) and see the no. of results that appear. Now put yourself in my position where I am not content with the first 10 or first 25 but want to really sift through the entire presentation. So I go down till the 100th video?, I do yes. And I listen to them. And so therefore it will take time. And this time investment is towards what end? To make posts on facebook profile? To begin with yes. They will also eventually appear on a Blogger which has been made and its url is [give url]. So the entire package of 5 Posts each on my f/b profile already are educative, informative. 

Mon 3rd Dec.: went to sleep at around 6 AM finally and woke up around 5 45 PM. In between there were breakages - some documents were not being found at home and I was woken up for the same. Anyway .. Woke up at 5 45 PM and that too because someone came to the door and asked whether this is 71 C Flat No. and that there is a vehicle blocking this person's car. I told him no buddy you got the wrong address. So I slept for almost 12 hours and was still sleepy - and my back was also paining. My mother tells me that my back pains because I sleep for that long, that I eat, then sleep, then eat, then sleep and this is taking its toll on my health. This is not true but. My diet has actually reduced. She herself has said many times that this habit of mine of taking only one meal a day from the past some years will display its fangs to me in my later years. So there is a contradiction there. .. Actually I used to eat about 8-9-10 rotis chapatis every day till about 11 years ago. That had now been reduced to 2-3 only and is still 3-3 1/2 only. Yes that is bad I admit. I fact I remember that some folks in College (1988 onwards) used to wonder as to why I eat many rotis. I used to actually - I used to eat many rotis - more than 7-8 every meal (though there size was albeit smaller). And now this. .. My mother has complained, and she is right here, that she does not like that daily so many rotis are going waste, though some are utilised for cows, pigeons or birds - whatever. Maids are also given away rotis. So food doesn't go waste that way. Yes, food is not allowed to go waste in our home. .. There is a flip humorous side to it. Sometimes I eat carrots (I am found eating?) that have "shrunk" (!) in thickness (shrunk simply because they have already spent 5 days at home - after purchase), and when my mother finds me devouring these ones then she frowns, and she doesn't like to see me doing that. These carrots, btw, you know, become lifeless so to say, they are frail, weak! You buy carrots and keep them either in fridge or in open for 4-5 days and you will know. ;-)

There is a huge disagreement at my place about why I feel tired and drowsy at all times. She blames it on my 'lifestyle'. I keep telling her - mom please they have done it. 'They' here implies the gang of 2007. Please visit http://www.tinyurl.com/IllegalClinicalTrials . My mom tells me, she retorts back with the refrain that 'they' have done nothing. And this is what hurts me hurts me hurts me a lot. And I feel totally helpless, hapless, and I keep telling her that many people have told me 'it should have been your family which should have sorted out this there and then' - meaning around the time of Nov Dec 2007. And my mother tells me that the people who tell me this are fools. She tells me 'you tell those people first what your lifestyle is'. Ironically, or sadly I come from a family where they are 'believers' in stuff like 'all teachers are angels' (just a random example), stuff like 'all Doctors are angels' something. This is not a fairy world where angels dwell here there everywhere. Now this is stupid, stupid, stupid. And I have suffered this stupidity 'on my face' so to say, or as it were.

3rd Dec. evening - only went out to the urban village around 10 45 PM to fetch bread and milk.

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Indian Hockey: Backpassing unnecessarily is lesser and that is what I had hoped from a long time and they (Men's Team) are slightly better than what they had become till a few years ago. We are World No. 5 currently but we should be better than this. It takes an entire civilisation, so to say (if we talk about the "Indian" way or in the Indian scheme of things) to move forward so that India can be a world beater. This may be explained some time. No. 5 is not bad but we should be better. I want it to be like that - better. .. At other times I wonder why should I bother. Point is not whether I am or I am not a Hockey player. Point is about why should I care about the people of this country and this country anyway - since all I have got is frameups, attacks, deceitful people, conceited behaviour from bastards in all government departments etc.

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The sound of Aazaan from the Mosque (Institutional Area Janakpuri?) is so loud that it reaches our Block also - more than a kilometre away in a straight line (if this is the Janakpuri Institutional Area Mosque). There is also a Mosque around Sitapuri. Sound is coming from there? Sound has been there again actually from the last few days both in morning and evening. It has happened in the past many times. Sound is an irritant, and that does not mean that I am spreading hatred, and that does not mean that oh we are not tolerant. Sound is an irritant, that's it.

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Delhi Police and disturbed individual - they are themselves disturbed. Later on this some time. Brigadier S. Sudarsanan belonged/belongs to the unofficial organised gang of Delhi Police? I don't know yet. More on this later.

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[All of the above goes in B-S-F.]