Chronicle 1st December, TV Shopping.
Nothing to report except that on 30 Nov - 1 Dec 2018 night I was thinking of going to sleep early. I did manage to wind up and lay flat in/on bed at 3 AM but sleep did not come for 1 hour. I had deliberately decided to not eat dinner because it was late and my mother keeps telling me - 'meri ek baat yaad rakhna - raat ko late khaanaa nahin khaate'. I can't keep up with this motherly suggestion. But on this one of those rare occasions I decided to go by what she says. I was not exactly very hungry but only slightly but decided to skip dinner at 2 30 AM. But sleep would not come when I lay flat at 3 AM. I finally got out of bed around 4 15 AM very hungry and took out rice and lentil from Fridge, followed the "protocol" (! ! - I never heat stuff immediately after it has emerged from refrigerator and there is a protocol here with me). As the protocol was taking its time, I heated 4 Brown Bread slices (thankfully Bread was not in the refrigerator) on the tava with Desi Ghee and some honey (Desi Ghee is supposed to help you fall asleep), boiled half litre milk thoroughly (thankfully one milk packet had also been left out of fridge) (I like to boil the milk thoroughly so that it condenses a little, then after it has cooled down slightly but still warm I pour some sugar and then boil it again and it condenses more - I tell myself to drink condensed milk. Has anyone tried yoghurt - curd - made out of condensed milk with little sugar in it? Try it, you will like that condensed dahi! I call it gaarrhe doodh ki dahi), drank it and then finally was eating rice lentil at 5 AM. .... And I was loathing myself at 5 AM - "you are taking dinner at 5 AM - who does that?" and I was also thinking - 'who has put an evil eye (buri nazar) on myself, my family?, who?' Who? Who has taken away your sleep? Who has turned your day into night and night into day?
In fact around 10 30 PM on 30 Nov I was drowsy and perhaps I should have given in - should have gone off to sleep. I actually wanted to dose off earlier but was reminded of the Slender Drafts project and eventually ended up spending about 90 minutes on filling up. So perhaps that's why sleep didn't come easily later? Eventually I went to sleep around 7 AM after doing repeated walks around house. .. woke up around 6 PM perhaps - sleep was disturbed one.
I was contemplating that I will make a Blogspot blog titled 'Exploring Devi' or 'Devi and Beyond' and it will contain 9 long pages each (not posts) with information on all 9 Devis - ones that I have made on my f/b profile (sandyvij) - and then explore further. There is quite a bit to learn. I mean, Kushmanda, eg, is the Adi Shakti herself, and yet she is one amongst nine Devis - the Navratra Goddesses. I need to understand that. From Kushmanda, the fourth Devi, arose or took form the following - MahaSaraswati, MahaLakshmi, MahaKali. I need to understand this.
This means that then I will be exploring about Mahasaraswati, Mahalakshmi (or Mahalaxmi), Mahakali separately and making pages on them too or something similar that comes up on internet, and therefore the name - Devis and beyond. :-) Get it? Once that has been done the pages' url's will contain names of Devis in English (or Latin script), also Hindi (Devanagri) script, and also in other languages that are in the following list:-
English
Hindi (Devanagri)
Chinese or Mandarin
French
German
Spanish
Tamil
Malayalam
Kannada
Russian
Hispanic
Japanese
Korean
Urdu or Arabic or Faarasee (Farsi)
..
URL's wil contain names of Devis in the above languages (and in their associated scripts) just so that the pages get closer to being search engine friendly in many countries (yah nahin bataanaa thaa). Ha ha. The names will be separated by hyphens of course. But so many names will make the url very long. Let it.
.. something random - Mahagauri Devi - she has something to do with grey matter and white matter in your brain? I am not sure of it, so please don't quote me out of context, like 'Boy Slender Frame aisa kah gaya'. ;-) ..
.. But I know that the 8th Navratra Devi is associated with brain, mastishk, is the Devi of Som Chakra, associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland (lalaat, mastishk and kapaal have been differentiated! in 'some' context). 7th Devi Kalaratri governs Sahastraar Chakra and lalaat, is again associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland, 9th Devi Siddhidatri governs Nirvana Chakra, and kapaal, is again associated with somewhere 'about' Pineal Gland (नलिस्थिताम् ..?). This is fascinating, just fascinating! .. And it is the 6th Devi Katyayani that is assoiated with Agya Chakra (your 3rd eye dude, dudette) and Pituitary Gland. Simply fascinating.
[make corrections where required - 'somewhere about sahastraar chakra' is what you mean or 'somewhere about pineal gland' is alright to write?]
1st Dec past midnight into 2nd Dec: I placed an order with this Home Shop 18 website and cancelled it a little while later. Order was for a Calling Tablet with Keyboard, or Keypad. Total cost including shipping was under Rs. 4000. Company giving this away is called Life. I don't know if it's their own Product. I cancelled because I learnt (soon after placing order) that the camera was only 2 MP. And that is not good enough to take pictures and make video films if you have some intent behind those pictures, if you intend to travel and think of yourself as a heavy duty fella. At least the camera should be 8 MP(?), with a good fps too. 8 MP also may not be good enough for some, but I can manage with 8 MP. It is respectable. In fact even if 5MP comes along at low prices - then I will take it. But 2 MP is very less.
Above order was placed because I really have the desire (and I really hope to recover from my vertigo, my loss of body balance problem, the thinking vertigo problem) to travel and embark on the 'Mere Desh Ki Seema Project' :-) to begin with.
They showed a foldable folder with a keyboard on one side and the tablet on the other, and the host showed that it can be accommodated in pocket. I need that. I NEED THAT. But .. 2MP Camera only?. .. no .. no. I had in mind a twice foldable laptop something with picture taking feature. In fact I was not consciously looking out for that on 2nd Dec. when this programme presented ( ;-) ) itself and this programme just happened to appear as I was channel surfing and they were there 'just before I skipped and went further ahead' and showing something which suddenly was very close to what I was thinking a few days (I recalled) and something that I must possess to give fruition to my idea or intent of the Mere Desh Ki Seema Project (subject to heath improvement also of course - God Help Me Please!).
But yes I learnt that what I need may be sufficed by a .. by a? .. by a 'Calling Tablet with Keyboard' Combo (and not necessarily a twice foldable laptop or single foldable notebook with good camera). It comes readymade, that is the compel, or attraction. One can get himself a good quality big cell phone and get himself a small sized keyboard and then connect the two with cable and the entire thing can be accommodated in a leather jacket foldable, but you will have to get that foldable leather jacket custom made. Once you do that the cost will go up slightly because leather jacket tailor(!) or fabricator (shoe smith?, leather smith?) will not make one piece easily. First you will have to cajole him, and even then you will finally get it done with a little extra effort. ..
.. Leather Smith? They exist? I am sure they do. Chalo, let's do a search engine search on "leathersmith Delhi". Are you doing it with your city replacing Delhi?
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Around 3 30 AM many times I am slightly active, my brain is slightly active. I remember that 11 years ago it used to be around 3 30 PM, and it was around this time that my stomach or intestines would infuse me with extraordinary energy (I could actually sense my stomach or intestines buck up or strapping themselves .. something like that) and I would be super active, moving here, moving there - nimble footed always. Kahan gaya woh state? .. In the present time (after this attack of 11 years ago) there is some kind of 'agitated heat' in the body and something that is keeping me tired unnecessarily and my back is tired, my back is heavy, my head is heavy, there is a 'rejection' in the entire body, a 'prevention', a 'stoppage', my body balance is kaput, my reflexes are very bad, bending causes vertigo (and this is not cervical), there is fear and apprehension in thoughts (strange), intellect is affected, decision making is affected, knowledge is affected, memory is affected, muscle memory is destroyed, heart has weakened, nervousness is there, and lots of other stuff. Vestibular problem is there for sure. Pineal Gland and / or pituitary Gland is/are affected for sure.
[confirm the time if required - 3 30 PM or whatever - recall]
[about the pineal glands and how can you be sure - mention the designs in eyes when eyes shut with palms and the difference in them pre-attack and post-attack - and the 'suddenness' in difference - the break break break movement of designs immediately after this attack and the non-intelligent nature or the drabness (in comparison) of these designs post the attack - and that earlier they were supremely fantastic, very intricate, very complex, absolutely precise, smooth movement - breathtaking kaleidoscopic view of designs merging into each other and continuously emerging from the four sides like a breathtaking fountain, .. and that only an eye doctor worth his salt can understand what the bastard vile, scoundrel, rogue, criminal Brigadier S. Sudarsanan of Indian Army has done.]
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Sometimes I think I'll tell my countrymen, 'hey c'mon! let's make a formidable race, a race of honourable people, true Brahmins, viscous and nimble footed people', a country where there is no crime, where there is honour, there are manners, there is sensibility, there is order, there is completion. the passages are there, scope for pursuit is there. :-)
Reality is much much different. There's ego. hollow ego, shallow people, people who are always framing others in false matters, and .. well, let's leave it here.
Immediately above does not seem to be in tune with the rest of the stuff. Well, ..
[All of the above goes in Boy Slender Frame blog. Separation into categories not required.]
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